hey you. long time no see...
so..it's been at least two weeks since i've sat down and just written something. mainly because i've just had a lack of creativeness for some reason. i woke up this morning feeling quite anxious, not really sure why, so maybe just writing down my thoughts will help.
this is definitely going to be a more personal post so if you aren't really interested in my life then feel free to leave BUT before you do.... i wanna know more about you guys that read my posts!!! please leave a comment telling me about your day or something good that has happened to you recently or just whatever you want!!! i would love to read those so please feel free to comment!
i'm just going to talk about the recent things that have been going on in my life or just whatever comes to my mind!
it's sunday morning and i woke up to my little bby (check my dictionary if you're confused) getting comfortable on my blanket, now that's a pretty good way to start your day if you ask me! last night my family and i went to my neighbors house for an oyster roast and it's mostly all parents and younger kids (we're talking 4-10) so i'm always the oldest out of all the kids. even though i'm quite a bit older then them i still love to play with them and hang out with them...they're always way more fun than the adults haha! as most kids they always have a ton of energy and when we were playing dead man last night on the trampoline i felt like such a grandma! i was the dead man and i lurched forward to try and tag someone when i felt something in my left knee pop out of place and then pop back in. it didn't hurt that bad then, but as the night went on it was killing me so by 9:30 i went home. i thought it would go away when i slept, but of course not, i leaned forward to cuddle my bby this morning and then "OW!". it actually feels like it got worse...ugh.
in other news: i've been really into zodiacs and horoscopes and all that stuff lately. i've always loved reading my horoscope (i'm an aries REPRESENT!!!) but lately i've felt really connected to all that stuff. it may sound weird, but seriously reading your daily horoscope can really help get you motivated to do certain things...for me it's been about a new relationship that i've been trying to grow. also following accounts on instagram or tumblr that post things about your zodiac sign are really funny and VERY relatable it's kinda scary. i definitely recommend downloading a daily horoscope app on your phone or reading it online because i really do believe that they can help you move forward with certain opportunities, etc.
since we're all friends here i think it will be fun to talk about something that's been on my mind a lot...boys. actually not necessarily boyS but a certain boy. this kid has got me feelin some type of way and i don't even know why. i've never even had a full on conversation with him because everytime i try to talk to him i get all red in the face (thanks to my ginger genes) and then social anxiety kicks in and i act all awkward and stuff and ugh, so annoying. i don't know why, but i feel like he kinda has had his eye on me, too. i feel very optimistic that this could work out, but also scared because this is the first time i've felt this way about someone and that i could actually have a chance with in all of my high school life. i'm scared that i could say the wrong thing or that he doesn't actually like me and it's all in my mind and a ton of other things..we'd be here all day if i listed them all. i tend to be that person that always reads into things the wrong way, but i really do feel that this could work out, hopefully i'm right this time!
i haven't told c or v (check my dictionary) or anyone for that matter because i've come to learn that everytime i tell people about possible interests they always end up bad. i think it will be a good thing if i keep this to myself for now, but i'm dying to tell someone!!! hopefully writing about it will help get it off my chest...
if you're still reading them tell me about your crush if you have one! :)
alright this is becoming a SUPER long post so i think i'm going to sign off here! thanks for taking the time to visit my blog and read through some of my thoughts! it really does mean the world to me!
xoxo,
-m
this is definitely going to be a more personal post so if you aren't really interested in my life then feel free to leave BUT before you do.... i wanna know more about you guys that read my posts!!! please leave a comment telling me about your day or something good that has happened to you recently or just whatever you want!!! i would love to read those so please feel free to comment!
i'm just going to talk about the recent things that have been going on in my life or just whatever comes to my mind!
it's sunday morning and i woke up to my little bby (check my dictionary if you're confused) getting comfortable on my blanket, now that's a pretty good way to start your day if you ask me! last night my family and i went to my neighbors house for an oyster roast and it's mostly all parents and younger kids (we're talking 4-10) so i'm always the oldest out of all the kids. even though i'm quite a bit older then them i still love to play with them and hang out with them...they're always way more fun than the adults haha! as most kids they always have a ton of energy and when we were playing dead man last night on the trampoline i felt like such a grandma! i was the dead man and i lurched forward to try and tag someone when i felt something in my left knee pop out of place and then pop back in. it didn't hurt that bad then, but as the night went on it was killing me so by 9:30 i went home. i thought it would go away when i slept, but of course not, i leaned forward to cuddle my bby this morning and then "OW!". it actually feels like it got worse...ugh.
in other news: i've been really into zodiacs and horoscopes and all that stuff lately. i've always loved reading my horoscope (i'm an aries REPRESENT!!!) but lately i've felt really connected to all that stuff. it may sound weird, but seriously reading your daily horoscope can really help get you motivated to do certain things...for me it's been about a new relationship that i've been trying to grow. also following accounts on instagram or tumblr that post things about your zodiac sign are really funny and VERY relatable it's kinda scary. i definitely recommend downloading a daily horoscope app on your phone or reading it online because i really do believe that they can help you move forward with certain opportunities, etc.
since we're all friends here i think it will be fun to talk about something that's been on my mind a lot...boys. actually not necessarily boyS but a certain boy. this kid has got me feelin some type of way and i don't even know why. i've never even had a full on conversation with him because everytime i try to talk to him i get all red in the face (thanks to my ginger genes) and then social anxiety kicks in and i act all awkward and stuff and ugh, so annoying. i don't know why, but i feel like he kinda has had his eye on me, too. i feel very optimistic that this could work out, but also scared because this is the first time i've felt this way about someone and that i could actually have a chance with in all of my high school life. i'm scared that i could say the wrong thing or that he doesn't actually like me and it's all in my mind and a ton of other things..we'd be here all day if i listed them all. i tend to be that person that always reads into things the wrong way, but i really do feel that this could work out, hopefully i'm right this time!
i haven't told c or v (check my dictionary) or anyone for that matter because i've come to learn that everytime i tell people about possible interests they always end up bad. i think it will be a good thing if i keep this to myself for now, but i'm dying to tell someone!!! hopefully writing about it will help get it off my chest...
if you're still reading them tell me about your crush if you have one! :)
alright this is becoming a SUPER long post so i think i'm going to sign off here! thanks for taking the time to visit my blog and read through some of my thoughts! it really does mean the world to me!
xoxo,
-m